i like

i love people with no pretention. no way pretending. that’s how life is injected into us. maybe we should not think of life at all. maybe life doesn’t want us thinking about it. and maybe the best to to is to pretend not doing it.

i love _____. she doestn give a shit if shes prettier or uglier. or how i’ll define or. or how she is defined. either she is fine or she is de-fined. she’s like the walk on the wild side. she’s like the sweet jane. i want to mary sweet jane.

i got closer to a gril tonight as hell as i could. i thought ” what would my friends do?” they know her they also had fun with her. we all talked about but no one talked about anything at all. i wanted to walk. called a closer friend. he was at another closer friend a (rprincess to me) o mine’s home anywayz so i said thats what i mean andkept my bold decision on walking. then there she was. she walked with me. invitied me home. thoguh i only wanted to have a walk, have a beer and get the fuck off. then i couldn’t find the place i wanted to drink in. then thnigs got silly. now sitting on a couch, a girl smokin dope beside, which i dont but had to inhale. than¬† i again asked her goodbye, “may i leave and leave you alone without making you more restless?√©. now i’m home

now i’m thinking.

what would a friend o mine do

shes a girl man jump on her.

i dont do jumpin on girls high like a kite.

where did your friends go then

one was high on ex and other were full of the rest.

now i’m home.

i love people who don’t pretend.

if i pretended. i wpuld have had the f.ckin. would have had the geeks more and more. maybe partying afterz and so

but the best was

went to the toilet. waited for a 30 secs. a girl came and stood by. i asked myself, i’ll be an gentlman, give her a way and stuff. sweating. unisex toilets. damn.

both doors opened up.

shocked in face. she says

that was nice.

i say

i was thinking to give you wa….

she says

lets see if we’ll go out at the same time

i forget. get in. pee. smoke. plush. get out.

there shhe was.

her hands were not dry =)

urban night. “leyla + aysun” 18-19 07 2007

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