new years wish

– i need to be happy

= you know, it does not come within the needs. get rid of your desires

– but i deserve it

= but happiness doesnt deserve you? man. get rid of this never ending probability of ‘must’s ‘should’s

we don’t deserve or need happiness

it just happens

but this also doesn’t mean we always should be miserable in search of hapiness. let it and it shall come to you

if not

we all die as miserable assholes naked on two feet with no fur.

01 01 2009

‘=’ being me.